updates:

had a boyfriend dumped him. never been happier.
cody[terror] is my fiance.
sammi moved out :[
school is gettin better.
i'm changing it up again.
got my truck loveee it.
got my boy toys.
i wanna start chillen with friends again.
DIA and science center soon :]

HEY STRIPPER
I WANNA BE YOUR MISTER.

x

I got my truck. :]

I get to do whatever I want to it.

I'm happy.

Finals this week. Whatever.

Tomrrow, I'm looking forward to. <3


xx

Sleep sleep sleeep and more sleep.

School sucks. Its boring. And these people get lamer and more useless every day. Whatever. I fucked up bad this year. It just went by too fast.

I want my truck. My dads looking for a truck and I found one and I want it its so cute.

Brice is back and I love him. Don too and I love him more. I can't see either of them for another month though which sucks.

This summer I'm going to the u.k I don't care I am. I want to see marc. My luck I won't come back =).

Had the craziest dream last night. I was at missys apartment and it got broken into and the one guy started chasing me and was shoting at me and I had to hide in a run down building. Had no clue where I was and it just felt too werid. Woke up in a cold sweat.

My clothes haven't came yet and I'm sad about that I want them.

Its so fucking cold in this school. They can't afford heat. Like they can't afford GOOD HEALTHY food. Those two words don't exist here. Either does vegatarian.

So I really want to hang out with D and April. Haven't hung out with those head bitches and forever. I'm totally craving hummas or her vegan pizza.

I took some amazing pictures the other day they are sooo good. Oh I got accepted to a art college in san fransico well not A art college THE art college =). With my grades that surprises the fuck outta me.

And I think its nap time or time to finsh disco bloodbath. Which I love by the way.

xxx the scene paris hilton as don is calling now. And so are my techers.

Blah blah blah.

What's new? Missy moved to southgate with chase. I never see or talk to her anymore. Funny how people forget who was there from that start. Everyone is saying she'll be back. We all know it too.

I've decided some people aren't worth my time at all. Say one thing and so another. Spit game and all that macho ego bullshit. Can't won't deal with it. Oh well tough dreak. Isn't that what they say?

School is not worth my time or effort. In math on sit on my sidekick and update this shit all hour. And talk to the lovely Marc from the U.K. Two girls were talking in my first hour about their clothes and how they aren't confortable in them and are self concious. What's the point of wearing it? Isn't what you wear suppose to make you feel good? I know the shit I wear makes me look like the best but makes me feel like the best. Maybe that's the vainty kicking in. One thing I am nothing like any of these people.

I had the most unpleasnt wake up call this morning I never ever want to wake up to a phone call being bicthed at. I put him in his place though. Sammi agrees "meghann your such a bitch and everyone knows it". I love her.

Reading disco bloodbath as me acting and talking james st james its cute.

Today I am going to best buy after school. I got a plan in the works. =)

I need to de do my hair more drastic eye catching. Like bam haha.

K done with this.

Ps: I want some mash potatos still!!!!

You know how you feel you dont know how bad you wanted something until someone else has it and leaves you with nothing? Or you let something get away and now it's someone elses treasure. I hate it. I'm so stupid.

I got my hair done. K I look nothing like I did before. It's gettin finshed tomrrow. Then I'll post pictures. Lets just say I'm one step closer to being a suicide girl. What someone told me at the mall yesterday.

xxxxx

its not porn its art.

Last night was Taking Back Sunday, Angel and Airwaves, Okay go, The hard lessons and My Chem. I didn't stay for chem cause I don't like them. The rest amaizing. I screamed my little heart out to every tbs song. It was AMAZING. And Adam gah is god. Tom made me shed a tear. Just breathe taking amazing. Can't wait for the devil wears prada this weekend then the taste od choas and then tbs and underoath. =).

The way home me and sam were on a none drug high. I saw A LOT of people I knew. Good night. Good night. Xxx

The past few days been crazy. Hung out with Erin Mike and Sammi yesterday. Went to the mall went x-mas shopping still gotta go again. I was hitting on this kid and then his Mom came over and was started bitvhing at him and was gonna beat his ass right there. Sorry Mom haha. We ate pizza and shit me and Erin got lare frozen pops cause we were dying og thirst and that didn't even help. Then on the way home I was so busy talking to my friend on AIM I couldn't drive do Erin took the wheel while I talked to him. Then after I just went home and talked to him more and made some banners. I had homework but I didn't do it. Opps. I fucked up bad this card marking ill fix it though.

So far today all I've done is my economic work and write. I have pictures to upload but its to much work off my sidekick. I feel like shit. Brice is mad at me once again. I'm getting my hair don't tomrrow, gonna look totally diffrent. I feel like a country star lol I'm wearing my plaid shirt and shit fuckkk yeah. Can't wait till the first of the year things are gonna be totally diffrent. And my teacher is stupid as fuck he don't see or hear me typing this.

Ps. I got asked what I want in life. 1. To be a groupie and live their life style. 2. To have love lile jimmy pages and pamela bes barres, she said that isn't a life I said you just don't know what living is.

Past few days I've been kicking it with people.
I need to get out and make pictures though.
I need to get my ass to the mall and get new hat.
And I also need to see my long lost friends.
Tried hummas for the first time with April, addicting good ass shit love it.
Speaking of hummas I'm going to go finish it :].

Next post expect pictures. :].

xox

K, so here.

Thursday- Was boring as fuck. Nothing happend. I didnt even really eat cause I was feeling sick. Which pissed me off. But I chilled over at the aunts fell in love with their new cat, and sleep. Came home from there and forgot what I did.

Friday- Missy's boyfriend broke up with her so I spent most the time talking to her. Went to the show with the Mom, Dad and brother. Saw SC3 it sucked. Came home and just chilled around. Then around 12:30 Sammi came over thats when the fun started. We sat on the coputer and she watched me have fucked up conversations on myspace and AIM. Lets not talk about what they were about ;]. So then I gotta wake up early tomrrow so I want to go to bed. I'm hungery so we stop in the kitchen I'm looking for something to eat and we start talking. We stood in fron the frig for 10 mins just talking like we were looking for something to eat. Then after we thought about what we were doing we laughed for a good 5 mins. One those things where you had to be there. So I'm laying down falling asleep and she keeps asking me are you awake? are you awake? it was so funny.

Saturday- Woke up at like 8:30 cause the damn house phone wouldnt stop ringing. That shit pisses me off. I just layed in bed till around 9:30 and got up to do nothing. Finally started getting ready took me a good hours. We picked up Mike somewhere in the mix and then once I was done getting ready we started cleaning Sammis car because that shit was a mess. Then after that we took to get it washed. Sammi is soo fucking clueless on what to do. She was freaking out the wholleee time. It was another had to be there. Sooo now it's the good part. Joe came and got me around 1. We left and got there early so we sat and talked, for once I wasn't nervous around a guy..good thing. Then we bought our tickets and watched the movies, it was a good movie I liked it. After we went back to his house and watched the movie belly, well half. There is no point of calling it belly has nothing to do with bellys lol. I got so lost too, I just can't follow gangsta movies lmao. I had to be home by 6 to eat with my family so I left, and I didnt want to. I hope we hang out more which will be cool he is totally chill and cute. Yeah my dinner was gooood shit. I'm gonna hit up Missy see if she wants to do something fuck if I know.

New LJ, deleted the last one.
Woo hoo.